unnoticeable | [text] 14th grievance.

The send list obviously does not include one (1) America.

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Apparently I can't even move around this place without certain people acting like a spoiled three year old or without people suddenly becoming worried.

Look. I didn't say anything because I honestly did not want any help or to make anything of it until AFTER I WAS SETTLED. Is this really so hard to understand? Yes. I ASKED Jack if I could move back in. Yes. I previously lived with him and Miss Alice before moving out and after that, had left for a little bit. I came back and instead of asking right away to move back in, I settled into an apartment.

Quite honestly? I had been planning on asking Jack if my old room was available for a while, it just so happened that when Korea was here, he decided to live with me so I wasn't going to just up and leave him. His returning home left me clear to pursue my original ideas once more and it so happened that yes, there was still room. So with Jack's approval, I was going to move back in.

A few things came up and as you can see, Jack is a bit of an eager individual and simply took it upon himself to help me. I'm not mad at him for that. I would have preferred to have done it myeslf, yes, but to be angry at a friend for doing what they thought was helpful is just plain silly.

Also? I'm done playing these games. Apparently I can't have friends that my EX brother doesn't know because he gets his panties in a twist. So everyone, I apologise in advance. I'm not going to keep some of the same social circle as him. However, I will still remain on friendly terms with those who I already consider friends who just happen to be close friends with him, but that will be it. No more.

Thanks for understanding. Or not.

PRIVATE TO JACK-
By the way. Some moron with blonde hair and glasses told me that you were planning on throwing a party for me. Please don't. I... don't really do parties and I don't want you to feel like you need to go out of your way.

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What I'm gathering from this is that you are too easily controlled by someone you refuse to accept as your own.

Wouldn't it be easier just to ignore him and continue living your own life?

Jack. I promise that you did nothing wrong at all. I don't... I don't really care that you took it upon yourself to move my belongings. In fact, I was actually quite touched by it. I just wasn't going to ask because I didn't wish to be imposing on anyone and to tell the truth, well-

...you seen it for yourself. I hadn't really decorated yet because I had always been planning on asking to move back in when I gathered up enough courage to do so and I didn't wish to really get attached to the apartment and, well, I'm rambling.

Personally? I would have done the same if we were in each other's position so I guess that there's that.

I feel like I've caused a worse issues between you and your brother. Honestly, Matt. I didn't mean to make him mad in the first place. I thought he was doing all that merely because he cared about your whereabouts and what not.

...I'm sorry, Matt.

I don't even understand why he's mad to be honest. I was planning on telling him, just on my terms. It's understandable that you were eager and everything and... I don't know why he was pissy at me about it. And I responded with anger and trying to explain my view but he wouldn't have it and we ended up blocking each other.

I just... I just thought he and I had been good and I guess I was wrong and was the one who read everything wrong.

It's not your fault.

Because I'm too eager for my own good. Glen [He pauses after that name. That was a hard name to say.] always told me that I did the same around him. Lotti didn't seem to particularly like it either.

I mess up alot. I guess. Suppose it's time to tell you what he said to me? Or did he tell you that too? It was nothing threatening. I just...felt terrible after he said it. I also don't want you running and beatinh im up if I do tell you what he said.

Will you atleast allow me to invite Vietnam, Red, and N to our house to welcome you home? Miss Alice will also be there, because you know she lives there too.

I'm not the kind who runs around beating anyone up, Jack. I feel bad, yes, and get angry and upset, and sometimes I feel that hitting him would be good, but it's not something I constantly follow through with. In fact, it usually takes a lot to get me to hit anyone.

But anyway, he really didn't say what he said to you. He gave me a summary pretty much, though, I'd imagine.

Of course I will. They're always welcome. And, of course, so is Alice. Her presence is always welcomed. [Plus, he wouldn't ever think of not including her.]

He told me I didn't really know you. Which kind of got to me. I thought I knew you rather well. Nothing else he said really bothered me. Just that, yeah. That's it.

Are you sure you won't go insane on me and tell me no small gatherings either to welcome my good friend home? [Just a tease.]

I don't have any real clue as to why he whould be saying things like that. I mean, sure. We don't know every last detail about one another but we know enough to be friends and everything, right?

I've changed my mind. No small gatherings or friends or anything. None. [He failed at hiding his laugh and smile.]

I guess to make me think twice. And, well, he did. I feel really bad about even making that network post now. I feel like a bad friend. Or something.

Ah, shame.

Are you home?

We'll work something out later, I'm sure.

Yes, I'm home. When are you coming home?

In a few hours. [Which was a lie. He was already heading there to sneak in and hug him.]

Edited 2011-06-04 19:27 (UTC)

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video; PRIVATE - until otherwise noted.

video; PRIVATE - unless we have l33t haxors. <-- /kills self for typing that.

video; PRIVATE - true. but they're totally not allowed in our party~

video; PRIVATE - nope. not allowed~

video; PRIVATE - there's a sign and everything. no girls allow-.... oh wait...

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video; PRIVATE - /whistles innocently

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video; PRIVATE - /iiiinocent. ps: don't forget the ac.

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